What could you try for the first time?

Wow ok….. what could I try for the first time?…… Hmmm what have I not tried already is the real question lol. This prompt definitely leaves it easy to narrow down. Can I pick more than one lol. I’m going to go with letting everyone deal with their own shit and see how they get by.

Now that sounds harsh, but my whole life I’ve always looked out for shy and everyone I saw that needed a hand. Preacher or Hooker all deserve the same consideration in my eye, it’s Gods job to judge.

Since my injury I went from zip, zip, zoom…. To slip, trip, Boom. From a get this shit done yesterday Fella to a F this let’s do it like never guy, and one reason is it destroys a guy that’s already have his all to the world to….. ok picture a man in front of you trying to put serpentine belt on a car, shaky legs trying to steadily bend, holding himself steady with his head, slowly crumbling then forcing himself back up over and over.

Now normally 15 min done bam. Everyone liked me in the job cause if no one had an idea or way to fix the shit that jumps out and makes ya think in constriction, that’s what I did best.

Now I’m in a constant battle with gravity, wind, grass, and rugs….. oh and my girlfriend threatens to push me over sometimes. And imagine three or four peep just watching you, thinking ahh he’s got it or “that’ll take all day“ and disappear. Same people that have called me and knew I’d be on me way.

So I think I could try once just standing back and watching those with full use of their extremities, struggle and fail, the only sad thing is. I don’t think I could hold back long before stepping in. Even partially paralyzed. That’s just how we roll in the south.

MORAL: DONE LET YOUR FAMILY OR SELF SUFFER AND STRUGGLE FOR THOSE THAT WOULD SEE AND TURN AWAY

Me every day… “na man she’s not my daughter” “ no dude I mean she calls me daddy” but I’m not… or “ na she came with the fucking wheelchair”